Lunar Caustic

Blog Updates

2009-04-25T10:50:00.004+08:00

Ok.. so I haven't been blogging for some weeks now. I've been very busy with my activities. Hmm.. Updates? Yeah.. I've started my first day of work last April 13 and also started my first day of summer class that day. So for 1 week, my schedule was 7am-11am at school then 6pm-12mn at work. I've been very exhausted for that week since everything was not fixed yet. Then the next week, I was pushed to be absent at work. Why? 'Coz bebi's always mad at me when I go home late. So I fixed first my schedule for 1 week then on monday, I'd be back at work hopefully. I'm really having a financial problem right now. Because of my tuition fee. I borrowed 8k from a friend to pay for the downpayment of my tuition and I am supposed to pay him after 1 month well that would be a nice setup because I'll get my first payout after 1month. So the first problem is solved. But unfortunately, the Dean's office told us that we have to pay the other half of our tuition fee before the summer class ends or else, our grades won't be released. And the problem here is that my summer class will also end the same time that I will get my first payout. @_@ I really don't know what to do. My friends have been telling me that I should tell my mom about my prob. But I really can't. It's too late. And besides, even if I tell my mom about my situation, aside from getting her mad, I'd also be another addition to her problems. So I really need to be independent this time and solve my own problem. Hays. I hope everything will be alright the soonest time possible.

So that's it for now, I have so many pending works to do. :) ciao!

~So help me God..

Kleptomaniac

2009-03-29T19:38:00.003+08:00

a person who has an obsessive impulse to steal regardless of economic need.

I haven't been blogging for the past few weeks. I've been busy again accomplishing the papers I need for work. So updates, I got my NBI clearance and my medical record already. SSS Account and BIR Tin # are the ones left. And I will get them this week. Regarding about our supposed to be Puerto Galera Trip, it was moved because of some financial issues of some of our friends. So there... My title, Kleptomaniac..

Why kleptomaniac? Well, it was because of what happened this morning. I spent the whole midnight playing Rohan in my brother's room. Then, I slept at around 3am. I woke up at 10am because me and my mom will go to the salon to have a manicure and pedicure. I went home at exactly 12nn.
When I got back, our maid suddenly raised her voice at me and saying "bakit nasayo itong cellphone ko? nakuha ko jan sa aparador mo!!!"
Then I asked her, "cellphone mo yan? san mo ba nilagay? hindi ko nga alam na may cellphone ka e. Tsaka panu ka nakapasok ng kwarto ko, eh nakalock yun?"
Then she shouted "hinuhuli lang kita! matagal ng mdaming nawawalang gamit dito!! ikaw lang pala ang ahas! magnanakaw ka!!"

My mood suddenly changed when I heard the term "ahas" OMG! Even me, my old cellphone was lost too! But that was months ago. Grabe! Imagine, a maid shouting at me, telling me i'm a thief?! Who the hell is she to shout at me! She even told me that "anung kaluluwa meron ka?! nakakapasok ka ng simbahan un pala ganyan pinag-gagagawa mo! Kawawa naman nanay mo! nagpapalaki ng ahas dito!" GOD! Of course, what will I do?! I started saying to her "Tumigil tigil ka ha! wala kang karapatan sigawan ako ng ganyan! sariling pamamahay namin toh! Anung patunay mo na ako ang kumuha niyang cellphone mo!? Anu b yang cp mo? ni hindi nga colored yan! gusto mo bang bilhan pa kita ng 5 na ganyan?! hoy! kahit wala akong pera, humihingi ako sa mama ko pag may kailangan ako bilhin at nanghihiram ako sa ate ko! Ang kapal ng mukha mo! Dito ko lumaki! Andami na namin naging katulong pero ngayon lang may nawala dito!"

Damn her. Buti na lang lalayas na daw siya. Pakelam ko kung umalis siya? She even told me that kaya daw ako nagnanakaw for me to sustain my vices! DUH?! anung bisyo ko?! ni hindi nga ko nagyoyosi. I can't believe that there are LIVING PEOPLE or should I say ANIMAL like her. Damn her talaga! Hope she dies. Arrggh. -_- Hindi ako pinag-aral ng mama ko sa exclusive for girls at catholic school nung highschool para matuto magnakaw. Kaya nga ko kumuha ng part time job eh, para may pera ko kahit hindi ako humingi sa mama ko. Then gaganun siya? F*ck. May nalalaman pa siya na meron daw silang kilalang manghuhula ata o mangkukulam ba yun, babaluktot daw ang kamay ko hanggang hindi ako umaamin. @_@ Parang baliw amp! -_- Pag wala kong pera, kahit ate ko hinihiraman ko, kahit nga blockmates ko eh! -_- Taz ako pa magnanakaw. Nako! She ruined my day!

Hay.. God knows...

I'm Hired!

2009-03-15T23:15:00.003+08:00

I've been busy for the past few days because of my school problems. @_@ I guess I will really fail my Histology subject. I did my best, but I guess it's too late. So since I know of the possibilities of me, failing my histo subject... I've come up to a plan.

What plan? Take my Histology subject this summer without telling my mom. How will I do that? I'll get a part-time job to earn money for my tuition! Haha. And fortunately, I've found one. I registered to this jobstreet.com then I browsed for vacant job positions. I forwarded my resume to many call center companies and fast food chains, fortunately, those call center companies called me up and said that I am for interview. So, I tried my luck to one of this call centers.. Donaldson Company located in Ortigas. I got hired of course, but they need applicants who are willing to take the full-time positions. Well, I could do the full time position IF I will not fail my histology. So I made my contract to this company on a pending stage. Then, Convergys called me and was inviting me for an interview. I went to their office. They have this 3 stages for the applicants to get hired. First is the Initial interview.. 2nd was the Written Exam and Assessment... Last was the Final Interview. And yes, Lucky Me! I got hired in Convergys for a part time job as a Technical Support Representative. I'll only work for 4 hours a day and I'll have a salary of 8k and, additional to that, they will provide my transportation expenses and additional allowance as being part of the team. So all in all, I'll get around 8-10k a month. So good right? My mom told me that I was not allowed to work at night. My assigned working hours is 6pm-10pm. She allowed me as long as bebi will fetch me at night. Haha. *Sorry bebi.. I promise to treat you a starbucks frap everytime you fetch me. /lv*

So their, I will start as soon as I've passed my NBI Clearance and my medical certification which I will get this week after my final exams. Woohoo. So lucky me. Now I know God really loves me. Haha. ^__^

Convergys - Outthinking, Outdoing ~ Weee!

Suffering Month

2009-02-26T18:38:00.002+08:00

Yes, indeed. I'd count the mid of February to the last day of March as my Suffering Month. Why? 'Coz this is our Finals Month in school. And as usual, I've been a very lazy student. I was not able to monitor my grades last monthly and prelims so now, I need a miracle to pass my Histology subject. Histology could have been easy if I just did my responsibility. For the past few months, everytime that we'll have a quiz, I'll just glance at my notes and don't give enough time for me to memorize the terms. I've been a happy-go-lucky 2nd yr medical technology student. I hate failing. Since elementary to highschool, I never had a failing grade. In fact, I am always one of the Top 5 students. But since I entered college and started to mingle with other people and learned other stuffs, I've been very lazy to do my school works. I've prioritized the wrong things. As the filipino quote says... "Nasa huli ang pagsisi." Yeah, PROVEN. I don't want to fail this subject. I love medical terms, the body parts, the cells... and I know this is my fault and there's no one else to blame but my self.

Yesterday, bebi and I went to hear mass for the Ash Wednesday. I can't help but to shed some tears while praying. God and myself is my only chance to pass. Even this morning, I went to St. Jude Catholic Church to attend it's weekly novena. It was my first time to enter the St.Jude Church... I dunno but when I entered the church, i felt something. Do you know the feeling of butterflies in your stomach? I'm not hungry at that moment ok? =p Hays.. I really need a miracle. I don't want to spend my summer vacation at school! T_T

So help me God... :(

Confessions of a Shopaholic

2009-02-23T02:43:00.002+08:00

Long pause... No Answer... - Rebecca Bloomwood

Weee! I've watched the movie Confessions of a Shopaholic with bebi and some of my guildmates. Imagine, I was the only girl and yet we still watched a chick flick movie. Confessions of a Shopaholic is AWESOME! You know, when I watched this movie, I was like.. "OMG! I'm so like her" Even bebi told me.. "bebi, parang ikaw oh. pareho pa nung boots na gus2 mo sa trinoma un suot niang red." Haha. I can't help to laugh and cry as well while watching it. There's this part that she felt guilty prioritizing those stuffs who were actually less-worth but unfortunately, she realized it a bit too late. Anyway, enough about spoiling the movie.. Lol. As for me, it's a MUST-SEE MOVIE for those who love to shop. Haha.

Best line? "They don't even need any money.. they have MAGIC CARDS!" Haha! -Someday, I'll have that magic card too! I should have a dvd copy of this movie.. Swear! I still can't get over it. Haha.

"Do I need this? No... But it could be an invesment!" - Haha!

I Miss Blogging!

2009-02-20T22:29:00.004+08:00

Yeah.. It's been a while since I last posted here. I really miss blogging.

Belated Happy Valentines!! I've been so happy this month even though there are some problems at school. I spent my valentines day with bebi milky and my family of course.. We had a simple dinner at home and bebi gave me a bouquet of flowers and a heart-shaped box of Ferrero Rocher chocolate. Anyway, the spotlight for this month is our 19th monthsary.

Belated Happy 19th Monthsary Bebi! =p

19th monthsary on the 19th day of February.. *yeshh nman* haha.
We spent the whole day at their house. We cooked Spaghetti using charcoal. *isipin mo yun.. ULING! Haha! Paypay bebi.. paypay. *trip namin eh.. walang pakelamanan* Well, hindi naman ako yung napagod eh.. si bebi lang. Haha. Taga-utos lang ako kung ano ilalagay na ingredients. He was the one who stayed beside the hot pot. Haha. Gifts for each other? SECRET! Haha. Kidding aside, I gave him a small notebook na parang scrapbook. Pictures, memorable movie tickets and receipts and xmpre, my message. :) His gift? Hindi material thing :) Haha. Bebi knows na I'm really addicted to Wonder Girls. So as his gift daw, he danced Nobody by Wonder Girls. Haha. May video sana ko, pero unfortunately.. wala na sakin ung copy kinuha ni bebi. Haha. Baka daw i-post ko sa youtube. Lol. Ayun.. Haha.. Wala lang.. masaya lang ako. :) I just hope na sana, laging 19. Haha.

Anyway, I need to go now. School works pa. :)

LSS: Don't need the sun to shine to make me smile.. don't care if it's dark outside, coz i got you.. :)

I Wanna go to Australia!

2009-01-30T20:10:00.002+08:00

Ayoko na sa pinas... bring me to Australia :(

Hayys.. I really don't know the reason why but this thought just blurt out in my mind. I love my family, friends and blockmates here in the Philippines... Almost all of my relatives are also here in the Philippines except with one of my cousin who lives in Australia.

Every night, it has been my habit to watch the news while surfing the net. But this night, I dunno. After watching the news it just came up to my mind that I want to leave Philippines then migrate to Australia with my cousin and nephew. Well, better if I would be with my family. Thinking of living in Australia makes me feel excited.

Advantages:
I could earn my own money! Part time jobs are available for students and I expect more free time from school.
Much better environment - Nothing beats the provinces here in Philippines but if you leave in the city, I'd rather live in Queensland, Australia.

Disadvantages:
I'll surely miss my FRIENDS. My REAL FRIENDS. I'm sure I can't find replacement of my friends in Australia.
I'll miss the tokwa't lugaw worth 10php in Dapitan. I'll miss the isaw-isaw at Instruccion.
There are so MANY THINGS/PEOPLE that I will MISS.

In short, advantages in Australia are physically satisfying but not emotionally. Haha. EMO.

Anyway, I am NOT going to Australia. Haha. I still need to finish my Medical Technology course here in Phil. Again, this is NOT a farewell post. Haha.

I JUST WANNA GO TO AUSTRALIA. @_@

iWant iWant iWant!

2009-01-24T15:46:00.002+08:00

The best things in life are free, but why are those gadgets so expensive? *Haha*

Hayyss.. I've never been this eager before to get the gadgets that I want. As in WANT not NEED. Lol. Those gadgets are the same with my Xmas wishlist. T_T BUT, these are those that I REALLY WANT. *Major!*

1. Sony Cybershot PINK DSC-T700 Digital Camera
- Portable Photo Album, Smile Shutter and Face Detection Technology, Double Anti-Blur Solution, Intelligent Scene Recognition, In Camera Retouch, Image Management, Picture Motion Browser... Yaykkss.. *features pa lang, naglalaway na ko.. =))*

2. T- Mobile Sidekick 3 Phone
- well, it maybe not the latest phone but, I really like it's style.

3. My OWN Bank Account
- I'm 18, yet I still doesn't have my own bank account. Hmm.. I have a bank account, but ofcourse, my mom is the one who's managing it. So now, I want to have my own. Maybe a BPI or BDO Bank Account.

4. Money for every weekend gimik!
- Haha! Yes I know, I've put on my new year's resolution : Less Gimiks. Well, I;ve changed my mind. Haha. I want to spend every weekend with different activities. May it be bar nights, sleepovers, inuman sessions - ANYTHING! And of course, to do those activites, I need MONEY. Haha.

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Progress? NOTHING. I can't save money with a small allowance from my mom. I really NEED a part-time job. How I wish it's already summer so I can go and find a job and no more school works! Anyway, 2 months to go then it's already summer. *tiyagaan lang yan..* Haha.

Speaking of school, I'm very lazy these days.. I've been absent with most of my morning classes gosh.. please!! motivate me! haha.

LSS: I'm breaking dishes.. up in here.. all night.. uh-huh.. I ain't go stop till i see police lights.. uh-huh.. :))

I Want a JOB!

2009-01-17T11:24:00.002+08:00

Hays.. I haven't posted for a while.. been busy with school stuffs and lakwatsa kasi. LOL.
Anyway, I WANT a JOB. a PART-TIME JOB to be exact. I want to earn money. I've been eyeing with so many things now and I really wanna buy those.

Anyway, speaking of job. I've read an article from the Yahoo!News. "The Best Job in the World" Imagine, you will be paid 150,000 Australian dollar by just staying in an island with free food and shelter! Well, not as in just staying there.. ofcourse you have to do some jobs. But for me, those "jobs" they're talking about doesn't seem to be a job for me. Haha. It looks more of a 6month vacation. Why? 'Coz what they're asking is, you will take pictures of the island, post blogs about it, talk to the media, go snorkeling... then, you get free food and shelter. After 6months, you will get your 150,000 Australian Dollars! OMG! If my mom would just allow me, I'd go. Haha. Anyway, I can't I'm still studying.

So enough about that job thing. I'm on the stage of being lazy in school again. I need someone or something to motivate me. Lol. Anyway, if you know any part-time that suits me, please do inform me. I'm really serious in finding a part-time job now.. ^_^

GTG, I have classes pa. Haha.

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LSS: If I were a boy.. /ho

New Year Escapade

2009-01-04T12:32:00.003+08:00

if you want the rainbow, you have to put up with the rain.

Happy New Year Everyone!!!

Woot~ 2OO9 na! So yeah, we spent the new year together with the whole Gomez-Santos Clan. (Mother's side) We had so much fun, even if it's raining. Played different games with the kids. Then, January 1,2009 was a very simple day. Then, January 2-3 = Laguna Day! We went to Enchanted Kingdom in the morning *kasama si bebi* Then around 5pm, we went to Blusyl Hot Spring Resort at Bucal,Laguna. Overnight swimming, inuman and kantahan with the whole clan. We went home yesterday around 6pm then came home around 8pm. We were so tired. *SURELY TIRED* Add up that small fighting chervah. And till now, it's still not ok. So there.. Just for the sake of updating my blog. Haha.

Pasukan na bukas! at AYOKO PA! -_- Pero I have to. :) New Year's resolution nga dba? Study harder. - AJA!

*Pictures will be available soon at my multiply site. Haha*

Happy New Year!

2008-12-31T15:32:00.003+08:00

ur just like a pill, instead of makin me better, you keep makin me ill.

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Happy New Year Everyone!! ^__^

Updating:

My cousin and nephew came last night. Gerald and Patrick. My Cousin, Ate Kath gave me a blouse and perfume. We had so much fun last night talking 'bout patrick and gerald's accent. Haha. Later, we will spend the new year together. Mom prepared games for the kids and I will be the host! *yesh* So yeah, I am hoping that my New Year would be great despite of my problems. As my quote above says... "You're just like a pill, instead of making me better, you keep making me ILL."

Again, Happy New Year Everyone! GodBless!

New Year's Resolution

2008-12-30T16:15:00.003+08:00

Change for the better...

-Alright! NewYear's Eve na tomorrow! ^___^ Wee! Excited ako. Bakit? Dahil darating pinsan and mga pamangkin ko from Australia mamayang 10pm. *Nosebleed na toh* lol.

Ayun.. so..

New Year's Resolution - 2009

1. Study Harder - eto ang ilang years ko ng new year's resolution pero hindi ko natutupad. This time, sana magawa ko na talaga. Ayoko na ng TRES! Para sakin din to. =))

2. Lose Weight and be Fit. - grabe! dahil sa mga sunod sunod na events, tumaba ako sobra. Wala akong ginawa the whole xmas vacation kundi, gumala, kumain at matulog. So kailangan, this 2009, mag lose weight na ko. No more carbo.. fats.. chocolates.. cakes.. argh.. *Pwede naman sigurong less lang muna noh? hindi as in totally wala? haha*

3. Less takas gimiks - ok. nung 2008 wala akong ibang ginawa tuwing weekend kundi gumastos at gumimik ng patakas. Haha. So this 2009, dapat magpaalam na ko talaga. LOL pag hindi pinayagan, takas. nyahahahahah.

4. Clean my room every weekend. - Dapat alagaan ko na room ko, mas malinis na dapat. Bawas bawas na ng kalat.

5. Less Gastos, More Ipon - eto talaga. Tigilan ko na dapat ang mga super luho na gamit. Haha. Tipid tipid. Kailangan mag-ipon.

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Ayan, pwede na yan. =)) Pag may naisip pa ko, dadagdagan ko na lang.

Wooo! Tagalog post to! Walang kokontra. Trip ko. =p

Christmas

2008-12-24T22:19:00.002+08:00

If Christmas isn't found in your heart, you won't find it under a tree.

Weee! Christmas night! I'm currently waiting for my aunts and uncles to come so we'll eat noche buena together. *I'm hungry!!* Lol. Anyway, as the quote says, "If Christmas isn't found in your heart, you won't find it under a tree." - So true.

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Sana marami akong pera. Ang sarap ng feeling na nakakapagbigay. Well, ngayong christmas, wala talaga akong pera. Dahil na rin sa scam chuva na yun. Pero siyempre, gumawa ako ng way para may maibigay kahit papano. Haha. Just to share, sobrang natuwa ako sa shoti ko. 6yrs. old lang siya pero nung may christmas party sila, siyempre madami siyang nakuhang candies, chocolates and small gifts. Alam niyo anu ginawa niya? *Haha* Hinati-hati niya yung mga candies, chocolates and small gifts. Then, humingi siya ng paper bags and gift wrapper sa mama ko. Ayun, binalot niya with his own hands ung mga candies and chocolates at nilagay sa paper bag and wrote our names there. Eto yung nakasulat sakin, "To dichie Merry Xmas I love you Fr Dustinn" - Oha! Nakakatuwa lang ^_^ I super love my shoti. *.* I'll post a pic ng gift niya after namin buksan tomorrow morning.

Gtg, eat mode na! Weee!

Merry Christmas Everyone!!!
GodBless! ^___^

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I may not have a complete and perfect family, BUT. I'm still blessed.

Late Christmas Wishlist

2008-12-22T22:50:00.007+08:00

At last, I'm in the mood to make my christmas wishlist. Haha

I've got some of my early christmas gifts from my relatives, anyway, still, there's a lot more that I want. As in WANT. Lol.

1. Pink Sony T700 Digital Camera

- I'd be wishing of a Sony Vaio Laptop sana pero I know it's too much coz I got my bebi compaps na. So there, I've been eyeing this digicam for so long. Haha. If I didn't get my itouch, I'd be having this one.

2. My very own pet dog

- May it be a ShiTzu, Pekingese, Pomeranian, Siberian Husky or ChowChow. Haha. Lahat sila type ko. Kahit anu jan, suuuppperrr masaya na kooo. =))

3. The Sims 2 with complete Expansion Pack

- I've been an addict game player of TheSims since it was released, but then, I've been bored with TheSims1 and I've been so late with the different versions and expansion packs of this game. So there. *Kahit hindi na original.. cge na lang din.. malaro ko lang ulit toh.* [Quiapo.. yuhooo]

4. Set of New Fashionable Clothes, Shoes and Bags or Money

- Yes! a SET of NEW FASHIONABLE Clothes. This includes the Victoria's Secret Undies. Haha.. I Love their Push-Up Bra.. Those plaid fever.. new pants.. shorts.. skirts.. Kahit ano. Basta ung bago. Haha. Naiirita na ko sa closet ko ehh. Wala akong maisuot na bago. =)) If not, money na lang. Ako na lang magshoshop. Haha

5. More Bebi Hugz and Kisses.

- Andami ko ng nakukuhang hugs at kisses kay bebi, pero gusto ko pa ng madaming madaming madaming madamiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii! =))

Sick

2008-12-17T10:28:00.002+08:00

I'm sick. And I hate it.

Headaches, Stomachaches, Throat aches, Cough and Colds.
I'm sick.

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Panu na ko sa christmas party ng block namin? Panu sa monthsary? :'c Dapat gumaling na ko. Hays. I hate sickness, but I love them everytime I'm excused at school. *lol* Wag na sana maging fever. Hays.

Atleast si bebi milky ok na. :)

Monthly Exams

2008-12-08T20:49:00.003+08:00

This week is our Monthly Exams. And it starts tomorrow.

I haven't studied yet. Haha. Anyway, before that, I'd like to inform you guys, that I got my BebiTouch! Woot~

Changed plans. Since my aunt from Australia just went back, she was the one who bought me the iTouch and my mom will just give me another gift for christmas. So there, we went at Trinoma and bought bags,clothes and shoes for my cousins and siblings. Then went to SM North to buy my BebiTouch. I was so excited at first coz I thought that the free engraving was available here. Unfortunately, HINDI. In replacement of the engraving, they will give us a Hamburger Portable Speaker na hindi naman mukhang burger. -_-I also bought laptop sleeve for my bebiCompaps. Pink Laptop Sleeves. Haha. Next time, I'll buy my BebiTouch a leather case. Pink pa rin syempre. :)

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Enough about that, I'll study Histology muna. :) Woot~ Wish me luck for my exams tomorrow.

LSS: with nothing but your t-shirt on.. :-"

iHate BORING Saturday Nights

2008-12-07T00:11:00.006+08:00

iHate Boring Saturday Nights.

One word for this night. BORING. Ok, so before I went home, I went *as always* to bebi milky's house. I was so bored that I tripped with his hair and face. I tried to make him look like Edward Cullen. Lip gloss + Powder + Hair-arranging chuva... The result?

Macky - my Edward Cullen (LOL)

*Haha.. Ssshh. Patay ako pag nalaman niyang pinost ko to.*

I got home around 9pm. We were supposed to go to Central Bar near kuya lep's place but it was unexpected so I am not prepared. And as usual, takas girl ako. I planned on getting my money first to my mom and then sneak out of the house. Unfortunately, I wasn't able to do it. My mom got a visitor, so she was busy downstairs having some chitchats. She said that she will just give me my money before she sleeps. It was already 10pm. LOL.

So to cut the story short, I wasn't able to go with kuya lep and ate kryz at Central. *Geez.. Super Sorry ate kryz, I promise, bawi kami ni macky next week. Biglaan kasi, alam niyo naman ako, takas girl lang, dapat prepared*

Anyway, I am really bored so I took a shower then went downstairs and decided to experiment for my midnight food. I mixed Century Tuna ( Hot and Spicy Calamansi ), Scrambled Egg, Sliced Tomato, Onion, Green Mango and Soy Sauce. Haha. Masarap. LOL. And of course with my favorite: Home made Iced Coffee. - White mocha frap inspired. :)

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[Now watching : Make It Happen Movie @watch-movies.net ]

Lakwatsa Day

2008-12-02T23:48:00.003+08:00

I don't have the strength to stay away from you anymore...

Lakwatsa Day!! - indeed it is. :)

From Trinoma to Bebi's house to Marikina to Gateway to Trinoma again.

Haha. I really had fun this day. I was supposed to attend my class from 7am-1pm. But unfortunately, I alarmed my cellphone at 5PM instead of 5AM. Haha. Stupid me. Anyways, so there, I woke up at around 9:30am na. Then texted kuya pola. We decided to meet at Trinoma-2nd floor starbucks. He treated me a White Mocha Frap.. *thanks again kuya pola* And YES! my bebi compaps is fixed now. Good as new! Haha. *Salutes to kuya pola*. We also checked the prices of Digicams and iTouch... I was thinking of what would be my mom's gift to me this christmas.. any suggestions guys? iTouch or Digicam? *Lol*

So then, my next destination was bebi milky's house. We were supposed to go to Intramuros for the application of our Voter's ID. Unfortunately, tita was unable to find bebi's birth certificate in time. It was around 3pm when she gave bebi's Brgy. ID. And the application ends at 4PM. Haha. got no more time.. So we decided to go to Marikina and meet up with kuya erik. We got our 2k! 5k more to go. *I won't stop hanggang hindi ko nababawi pera namin* So there, we ate at Max's Restaurant. Tawanan to the max 'coz of kuya reymar and kuya erik's jokes.

Reymar: Anu toh? *gestures his hand like superman flying*
Me: Superman
Reymar: Hindi, si batman yan.
Me: Hindi naman lumilipad si batman O.o
Reymar: Pero may cape siya. Haha. Eh eto? *gestures his hand like superman flying backwards*
Me: Anu yan?
Reymar: Batman Returns!

---- TOINKS! Haha. Korny, pero we really laughed. Haha. Dami pang jokes eh. LOL

After eating at Max's, we strolled around Blue Wave - Marquinton, then me and bebi went to Gateway. Stroll stroll then we took the MRT to go to Trinoma. We came to Trinoma at around 7:30pm na.. So yun, We checked Twilight's schedule. Haha. Last full show na kami. Bought snacks at Mcdo. Then watched Twilight. Ooohh.. I love Edward Cullen. He is one hell of a HOT, SWEET Vampire. Bella's pretty too. Simple. :) The movie took about 2hrs++. We went to Mcdo again for our midnight snacks then went home.

I love the Twilight Movie. Maybe it's an advantage for me that I haven't read the book. 'Coz as far as I have seen and heard, my friends who have read the book was disappointed from the movie 'coz most of the sweet lines was not mentioned. Well, for me it was great. Many girls would probably envy Bella Swan. The things that I might envy bout her is that she's pretty, got a sexy body and also got her Edward. Well, why would I envy her? If I have my own Edward here.. :"> *Lol* Overall: The movie was great. *BITIN!* err. [hindi ito movie review, ok?] haha.

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Ok, I can't get over of the kilig factor. Haha.

LSS ( Last SENTENCE Syndrome ) haha: I don't have the strength to stay away fron you anymore..

Woot!~

Compaps is broken!

2008-12-01T23:47:00.004+08:00

My Bebi Compaps is broken! :'c

My mom's gift to me on my 18th birthday was a debut party and a Compaq Presario CQ40 Laptop.
I named it as my "bebi compaps" and now? It's broken. :'c my fault.

I was so bored last night so I checked out my laptop's features, then I saw the updates chuva. So I updated my Windows Vista ek ek. Early this morning, I woke up and opened my compaps. Then it started to run "Configure Updates 1 of 3... to 2 of 3... then 3 of 3.. BUT! It stopped at 3 of 3. Then it just keeps on restarting. I didn't know that I shouldn't be updating the windows vista coz it's not free and it's not with my compaps coverage.. So what I did? I called the HP Customer Hotline. *nosebleed ako dito* The operator can't understand filipino language.. Haha.. so there, got no choice but to speak in english. LOL. And yeah, we did troubleshooting. But nothing worked.

Anyway, Thanks in advance to kuya pola! ^_^
We'll meet tomorrow at UST then he'll be the one to fix my compaps. *woot!* I promise I'll take care of my bebi compaps double the way that I did last time.

Greetings: Happy Birthday Kuya Pola!! Where's our Conti's? /gg

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It's 12am and I got 7am classes tomorrow or should I say later? Haha. I can't sleep!

LSS: so keep your love lockdown.. your love lockdown.. /ho

iHateNovember

2008-11-27T03:09:00.004+08:00

Update Update Update!

Yes, for a very long time (again). Now I am updating my blog.

So much. Yeah, So many things had happened for the past days. Extreme events that I know, I would NEVER forget. I thought November would be so nice because my October was such a big-oh-so-lovin-month. Well, November = big-oh-so-hate-it-month.

iHATE.November - SO MUCH

Why? 'Coz I've been SCAMMED. Or I should say "We've" been scammed. Worth? It's 7thousand php. How? Long long long long story. But to make the story short, I trusted an old friend, and that old friend took that "trust" for granted. Anyways, I know there's karma. Wherever you are Mr. Scammer 1 and Scammer 2, I won't give up until I get my money back.. I SWEAR. Even if I have to use all my sources, I WOULD. I can't even imagine how the two of you could sleep well at night thinking of that evil doings.

Anyway, another reason to hate november is that, I wasn't able to join the Pharma Dance Contest and I wasn't also able to join the Pharma Week Opening Parade wearing a Norway Girl Costume because of the hassles that the scammer has made.

I even missed to pursue my plan of clubbin' with my girls. I even saved up money for that night but I have no choice but to use up the money for the payment for the hassle and blah-blahs that the d*ckhead-as*hole-STUPID Scammer did.

I promised that after this month and when the things are fixed, I would surely treat bebi milky and myself. *Pag nabawi ko yung 7thou namin, magpapainom akooo!* Haha! So guys, please help us out. Haha.

Two things to LOVE about November:

1. I've been with kuya jed, kuya ret, kuya pat, mareng tep and baby gab for about 3hrs. Drank generoso, kaso bitin. Haha. Weekdays kasi eh. Bawi na lang ng weekend noh? Anyway, ang cute ni baby gab! *_*

2. Bebi milky and I = still together. Haha. *Gusto ko isama eee, walang pakelamanan. LoL*

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I changed the music of my blog from RnB to House Mix. Why? 'coz I wanna go clubbin!!! But, I CAN'T!! Haha.. So there, music would ease my clubbin cravings for the moment. haha. [.Sh*t, auro, gen, happygalz, pag eto talaga naayos.. ampfuts.. gigimik na tayo talaga!! haha. Wala ng atrasan!]

LSS: "In the street.. eeet... as you goo oo oohhh.."

it takes two..

2008-11-17T00:40:00.002+08:00

it takes two..

It takes two, just two..
to make it last forever..

Its quite funny how the two of us
found each others hand along the way.
It takes a lot of sacrifices just to keep the walk worth going, TOGETHER.

-How long is holding on?When is the right time to let go?

Commited and even single ones have this problem.
The simple question gets the complicated answer.
Dont be selfish.If the situation calls to,GO.Let go.
Dont hurt.Dont let others be hurt.
If you think,there's too much,think for the better.
The right ones are oftentimes hidden after the hurt.

-What if im still into him?

Give yourself a chance to think,for YOURSELF.
Sacrifices are only worth with those who knows your worth.

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"Bein a quiter doesn't mean that you're a loser, everytime you quit, it doesn't mean you're giving up..

It only means that you have to let go of what you think is unfair.."

After a long time..

2008-11-15T23:15:00.003+08:00

After a long time.. YES! Now I've been able to post here in my blog.
I forgot my password kasi dito.. haha. Anyway.. What happened to me from the past month?

*MADAMI*

I've experienced to be soooper happy.. sooper loved.. yet, I also experienced to be hurt.. yes.. hurt.. again. :) And now? I'm tired. Really TIRED.

Anyway, last October 16, 2008 was my 18th birthday. My mom cooked some foods and my visitors were tito alex and his friends. Hindi masyadong naghanda, coz the party for my debut was held on Oct. 18, saturday night.. Camelot Hotel..^_^

October 18, 2008 would be the most special event and most memorable date that I know, I wouldn't forget.. Wala akong ibang naramdaman ng gabing yun kundi sobra sobrang kasiyahan. :D Kung pwede lang sana, tumigil yung oras nung gabing un at hindi na natapos. Pero sad to say, kailangan bumalik sa realidad. Kailangan matapos ng isang fairytale na gabi. :)

At ngayon? pagod na ko sa realidad. Sana laging fairytale. Pero hindi eh, wala akong magagawa kundi sumunod sa agos. Pagod na ko, kaya kailangan ko magpahinga. Sana, habang nagpapahinga ako, maramdaman niya kung ano ang halaga ko... :)

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p.s. namiss kita blog. :)

I Stay In Love...

2008-09-25T23:11:00.004+08:00

I've been addicted to this song since 2pm kanina. =)

Nice lang ng lyrics, super relate. LOL. =)

Anyway, i hate this night, super hirap umuwi dahil sa ulan. And to think na wala man lang nagttxt sayo kung nasan ka na, knowing na gabi na. Haha. Ganun talaga =p

Feels Like Heaven

2008-09-22T22:50:00.003+08:00

Every moment with you feels like heaven...

Why? :) Coz I'm happy. Even after those fights and arguments, we are still together. I love the past bonding moments. Pancake cooking, Lablab moments, Bantay-Zhame moments.. :) It just feels like heaven.

Anyway, I am really having a last song syndrome with Rick Astley's Together Forever song. =) Haha. "Together forever and never to part.. together forever with you.. and don't you know i would move heaven and earth to be together forever with you.." LOL!

Haha. Enough of this... I'd be studying my report for Phy-Ana. The Urinary System and Fluid Balance. Oh my.. wish me luck. :)

I want you for the rest of my life.. <3

14th monthsary..

2008-09-19T00:35:00.004+08:00

14th monthsary.. :)

I used to put "Happy Monthsary" on my yahoo messenger stat every 19th of the month... But, as time goes by.. as months passes by.. The letter h, a, p, p and y started to fade. Now? 14th monthsary will do.. :) I just really feel that I am so special.. *Oh God, sorry for I am lying again* LOL. Hays..

Tama na ang english, wala ako sa mood magpaka-nosebleed ngayon.

Blog, mula ngayon, bibigyan kita ng name.. ikaw na si sponge. Kasi magiging absorber ka ng lahat ng saloobin ko. Ok ba yun? =) orayt! Ayun.. Sept.19 na sponge. Monthsary sken! yehey! Parang ewan. Itigil na nga toh. :) Ok.. back to reality. Paki-absorb naman yung nararamdaman ko now. Para after nito ok na ko. Pls? ^_^ Lagi na lang ganito, kada-19.. hindi ko na feel na special tong araw na toh. Bakit pag ako, natataranta sa ganitong araw? Tingin mo I deserve these things? Buti na lang may "friends" ako. :) laging anjan. Siguro sponge, masyado lang akong humahanap ng ideal relationship. Yung relationship na inakala ko eh nsakin na. Ilan beses ko na din sinasabing pagod na ko. Pero ano? para pa rin akong tanga na balik ng balik. Teka.. e2 quoted quotes na naman galing kay super friend.

"parang asukal lang yan hazel.
kung adik ka sa asukal, katagalan... magkaksakit ka
pero masarap ung asukal, anong magagawa ko?
kung mamatay ako, gus2 ko mamatay ng masaya noh"

"well, it's all worth the pain. tulad din ng yosi yan... ang hirap isuko.. bakit? kasi parte na sya ng sistema mo. hindi madaling isuko ung isang bagay na alam mong nandun kahit anong oras mo kelanganin. ung tipong, nde mo na kelangan ng dagdag na kapalit, kasi ung mimsong item na un.. un na ung kukumpleto sa araw mo.
chaka.. sabi nga nila diba... "it does hurt... especially when you're doing it the right way."

at eto ang pinaka malupit..

"kawawa ka naman... naawa ako para sayo, la lang, kasi nde ko pa nararansan ung nde matreat ng super kaduper special sa day ng monthsary"

Bakit yung ibang tao, napapansin yun? Bakit siya hindi? Sponge, ok ka pa ba? Tell me lang kung hindi na kayang i-absorb. *Lol*

Eto na naman ako, napakadami kong gusto sabihin, pero hindi ko masabi ng maayos. At sayo naman, wala ka bang ibang alam sa YM kundi BUZZ!! ? Akala mo ba biro lang lahat? Na lahat pwedeng maayos ng simpleng ngiti mo? Pwes hindi ka nagkakamali. T_T Para ka kasing ewan, simpleng sorry at pagbanggit lang ng tawag mo sakin, okei na ko. At pagod na ko sa ganun. Nagsasawa na ko sa ganun. Ang labo na talaga. Diyan ka ba talga masaya? Hindi naman siguro ako nag-eexpect ng sobra, bakit naman yung iba hindi ganito?

Anyway, sponge, share ko lang toh..
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M12gVYoKY0g
ala lang.. nabubuhayan ako ng loob sa kanta. =)

Tama na toh, wala din naman mangyayari kahit paluhain ko ng dugo itong blog na toh. Sana lang, dumating yung araw na magbago lahat, na maramdaman ko yung pagiging special. :) Sana, pag dumating yun, andito pa ako at andito ka pa. :)

Buti na lang, hindi ka isa sa mga nagbabasa ng blog ko.

[.livin the life.]

I'm Lovin' Organic Chemistry!

2008-09-15T20:48:00.002+08:00

Yup!! U've read it right! hahaha. I'm loving organic chemistry. Take note... Organic Chemistry!! Why? 'Coz God Loves me so dearly that He allows me to have "tsamba" every exam and practicals.. hahaha! Believe it or not, I got a 51/60 grade on our preliminary exam and then I was perfect on our two unknown exams. Unkown exams is where you were given a small bottle of a chemical sample and then you will identify whether it is an alcohol, ketone or aldehyde. Then if it is saturated or unsaturated blah blah... Hahaha. I just can't get over with my happiness. Haha. First time in my history with Chemistry that this has ever happened.

Anyway, I know, I won't make it to finish college if I will just depend on tsamba. Haha. I really gotta change my study habits. Woooot~ *Nakakatamad naman kasi talaga T_T* I enjoy browsing friendster, multiply, chat and play games than study those &^*##$%@#$$@ formula and cough blooding terms in phy-ana.

Another thing is that, I am experiencing LSS with the song Lambada - Kaoma. Hahaha! I dunno, I just heard it last time when I was at macky's house and then he suddenly played that song to youtube. They danced it daw when he was in elementary. Hahaha Lol! I can't imagine him doing the lambada dance. Specially with those hips? =)) hahaha.

Ghost Blog

2008-09-14T21:25:00.003+08:00

Hays, haven't been updating lately... (Ghost blog na ata toh) I've been busy with my school activities and sometimes I'm not in the mood to post anything. Anyway, last week, I've been doing nothing than sleep, eat, go to school, bonding with macky then go home again. Boorrriinngggg! Lols.

Sembreak is near and I'm really excited! I hope before this sem ends, i won't have any failed subjects. Hays.. I'm really bored. gtg muna.. =p

Putobumbong

2008-08-31T11:29:00.002+08:00

Hahaha! kamusta naman. Orayt, as the title goes.. Putobumbong. Last wednesday, galing akong school, on my way home, nakakita ako ng nagtitinda ng putobumbong sa simbahan. Haha. Biglang nag twinkle twinkle yung mga mata ko eh.. Super nag-crave ako bigla sa putobumbong. Ayun... I bought without asking kung magkano. Binigyan ko yung seller ng 20peso bill. Wala kasi akong barya. I expected na same price pa rin, which is 10pesos. Then sinuklian ako nung seller ng 5peso. Napa "WTF" ako sa isip ko eh. @_@ Pano ba naman, 7.50php ang tricycle pauwi samin simula sa simbahan. Eh yung 20 na lang ang pera ko. Kulang na ko ng 2.50php pauwi. @_@ Tumunganga muna ko sa kanto, ayaw ko naman kasi ibalik yung putobumbong T_T sobrang gusto ko siya kainin. Kaso, hindi naman ako makauwi. Kaya ayun.. after ilang mins ng pag-iisip. I called our maid sa bahay. Sabi ko kinulang pera ko pauwi, paki-antay ako sa kanto samin para sila magbayad ng tricycle ko. Hahaha. Sakto lang din yung load ko sa pagtawag sa landline. Ang nangyari? Pag-uwi ko, sarap na sarap akong kumakain ng putobumbong. Hahahaha =))

Amf, napaka walang kwenta ng post ko. Haha =))

Everything happens for a reason...

2008-08-27T12:35:00.002+08:00

HHHEEEELLLL WWWEEEKKKK!!

Waa.. This week is our Preliminary Exams Week. Yesterday was my Philosophy, Organic Chemisty Lec and Lab Exam.. Kanina, Physiology-Anatomy Lec and Lab.. =)

Ayun.. nanghula ako sa chem at nag mini-mini sa phy-ana. hahahah. Amfness naman kasi, ke-hirap. Pero madali sana kung nag-aral ako. LOL. kasi kasi.. katamaran ko.. O_o Isang himala kapag ako ay pumasa dun.

Anyway, super daming pangyayari this week.. At siyempre, lahat yun ay nangyayari dahil may dahilan.. ^_^

Kapag bumagsak ako sa phy-ana at chem, yun cgro ay para matuto akong magsipag at mag-aral. haha. Ok ako ngayon.. cgro dahil hindi ako masyadong possessive this days.. natututo na ko mag-control ng mood at temper ko. *yeshhh* At yun kay bebi milky naman, nako.. hayaan mo na sa sugapa yun. ^_^ may mas magandang kapalit yan... promise. Tsaka, kahit naman nawala yun, andito naman ako. Tayo na lang maglaro. haha lol. Hindi mo kawalan yun... okei? at para naman sa *^%@$@%$%! na yun.. e2 sayu.. mabulunan ka sana! hmp!

hahaha. Geh na, napadaan lang ako. =))

Katatawanan

2008-08-19T22:17:00.002+08:00

Hahahaha. Natatawa na lang ako, ewan ko lang kung mababalik pa. haha. Nako, bahala ka sa buhay mo. na lang ako.

Anyway, Quizzes day kami bukas. Haha. Phy-Ana Lec and Lab at English Quiz. At dahil na naman sa katamaran ko, eh hindi pa ko nag-aaral at 10:40 na sa time ko. Ayus ano? ikauunlad ko toh.. hahaha. Cge, napadaan lang ako sa aking blog. Masyado kasi akong natatawa.

Tired.

2008-08-18T16:50:00.002+08:00

I'm Tired. I'm Fed up.

Yet, I pray that I would wake up. Wake up to believe that it was all a bad dream, a melancholic nihilism of the subconscious. But the mind battles with these emotions.

A battle so tiring that the heart eventually loses all the strength and finally decides to embrace defeat.

Ayoko ng mag-elaborate. Pagod na ko...

Chances

2008-08-17T23:25:00.002+08:00

"hindi ko na alam kung kailan dapat maniwala wala na ata akong tiwala sayo, pero mahal pa rin kita"

To what extent do you allow someone to hurt and lie to you and still give them a second chance? third chance? fourth chance? fifth chance?

Sure it hurts. But is "loving" them enough to give them those chance. Knowing what they did, would you keep holding that against that person when you do get back together? Is it possible to trust them again? When does one know if they deserve another chance even if you've given them that so many times before and they just kept on breaking those promises?

One wouldn't know the answer if one doesn't try it out. But is it worth investing all those emotions all over again knowing you might end up fooled again?

That's the thing about life, there are no definite answers, if you really want to know then you have to find out yourself. Get screwed over again and again and hopefully learn from it.. if not, your a dumb #$%^&*@#$!! LOL.

Anyway, I was browsing my folder of photos then I saw the picture above. It was a print screen when I was chatting and the drawing was made by Yahoo Doodle. Why does everything has to change? Does making changes has anything to do with chances? lol. Why do people LIE?! I really really miss the old times. I'm fed up.

Chances it is.

SimCity 4 Deluxe Edition

2008-08-14T23:21:00.003+08:00

Weee! I just wanna share to you guys that I've received a "pasalubong" from our dad. He gave me and my brother an original game installer.. and mine is the Sim City 4 Deluxe Edition ( Includes SimCity 4 Rush Hour ). I've checked first the memory of our PC to make sure that there is enough space for the game. I've dreamed so long for an original CD of any Sims Games. And now, at last! I've got one! Haha. New addiction coming up! =) I've installed and tried it last night and I was like whoah! It was confusing at first, I've got to control my own city. Assign designated police and fire stations, medical centers, school, houses, control the monthly expenses and monthly income of the city together with the citizens taxes and even control the weather! haha. How i hope Philippines was as easy to control as the SimCity.. I'm sure I'd be playing this the whole weekend. =) haha. xoxo <3

Fed up

2008-08-12T00:09:00.005+08:00

When it rains, it pours...

... need i say more. I just want to know when will it stop pouring. I'm not strong enough. I'm not getting any better. It is just so hard and I am losing myself. It is so much easier before. Back when i can go a day without worrying. Back when i excel at anything i want. Back when things go my way.

I'm going crazy. There are so many things piled up and I haven't done any. Preliminary exams are up next next week yet I feel like I've learned nothing. We lost on our financial support case with my dad. My mom even told me what my dad said.. "Matigas daw kasi ulo ni shobe kaya si darryl lang ang may bank account". LOL. I know I'm not as good as an angel, but. Does he even know what he's doing? Is he a good example of a great dad? The answer would be a BIG NO. I'd even rather be a daughter of other fathers out there than have him as my father. He's a shame. If he was just good enough, we could've not experience this kind of life. Imagine, my mom has to wake up at 3:00 in the morning to prepare the foods for her food shop at Letran? while my dad's mistress is happily lying on their own house now at Gen. Santos, South Cotabato. Grr.. It totally ruined my half-ruined day. Another are formal report deadlines, sleepless nights because of Phy-Ana and wasted times.

I've been at my worst self lately because I can't be superwoman. And because of that, i am being punished more with what's happening around me. Maybe I am really being so possessive. I'll adjust and give him space, it would be better that way, maybe. I'd rather hold on and stay than let go and hurt myself more.

and when it rains, it pours... but it will stop... i know it will... i just hope it will come sooner because i don't know how much longer i can hold on to life. Aja hazel, Aja! I'll be fine.. I swear :x

Phy-Ana Fever

2008-08-11T00:33:00.002+08:00

It's already 12:30am on my clock and still, I can't sleep. I'm nervous for our 80item quiz later in Phy-Ana about the Nervous System @_@ lol. I kept on reading my book yet there's nothing that is sticking on my mind. Anyway, thanks to a close friend for always being there whenever I need someone to talk to.. :) you know who you are. ^_^ and, I'm not emo. >:p

[ Napadaan lang ako. Haha, balik review na.. =p ]

Sugar, We're going down (or, am I going down?)

2008-08-10T18:12:00.002+08:00

I feel like I'm trying too hard, but hard is not hard enough, only because I don't know how hard enough works. I don't know what to do when I'm alone. I thought that all I've been doing was to make that feeling go away, but in the end, I see that it's even more radiant in this light. And lately, I've also been thinking about myself for the last few weeks.

There are FIVE(5) things I've realized this day.

1. I don't have a subject in which I am confident of getting a high grade in.
> Thinking about my major subjects especially Organic Chemistry and Physiology-Anatomy kills me.

2. Still, I haven't done the things I have set with myself, for myself.
> All I have are plans plans plans! JUST PLANS. @_@

3. I'm looking forward to October, when it will be our semestral break and my eighteenth birthday, which I profoundly hope will be a really good one but I don't know how that will happen when all I have are plans and not doing anything about it.
> I've been excited about my 18th birthday and I got so many plans, but still, as of now, my invitation list, my 18 blah blah and my dance number are still not prepared. I only got less than 2 months left. -_-

4. I'm getting fat and uglier. And i hate it. I have to do some or should I correct it as MORE exercises and diet.
> I've attended my blockmate's debut and I wore a silver dress. I really felt that I am getting fat. My close guy friends kept on teasing me. "Macho Girl" Damn.

5. I should be in geekery.
> Lately I've been sleeping so late like around 2am-3am in the morning eventhough I have classes at 7am. I've been late on my morning classes though they are my minor classes, STILL, I am late. Everytime we'll have long exams and quizzes, I do open my books and browse but I still didn't understand anything. I wasn't like this before, but now I'm so lazy, and I'm asking you, please kill me for this. :s

Unappreciated

2008-08-10T01:33:00.003+08:00

un�ap�pre�ci�at�ed (n-prsh-td)

ADJECTIVE:
having value that is not acknowledged

And lately I've been feeling sooooooooooooooooo UNAPPRECIATED.

-yun lang. ayoko ng i-elaborate pa. -_- basta, in time.. you'll see what I've got.

What my name means.. :)

2008-08-06T00:48:00.003+08:00

You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.
Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.
Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You are incredibly wise and perceptive. You have a lot of life experience.
You are a natural peacemaker, and you are especially good at helping others get along.
But keeping the peace in your own life is not easy. You see things very differently, and it's hard to get you to budge.

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.
You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.
At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.
You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.
Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.

You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something.
You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense.
You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.

You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life.
You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you.
At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself.

You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong.
You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know.
You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do.

You are deeply philosophical and thoughtful. You tend to analyze every aspect of your life.
You are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted. You value your time alone.
Often times, you are grumpy with other people. You don't appreciate them trying to interfere in your affairs.

Weee! So True! haha. =p Got this from blogthings.com ^__^

Multiply Active =p

2008-07-31T16:41:00.002+08:00

Hiyaa! I've been busy lately with my new online shop. Haha. I'm enjoying it. So far, ok naman. Anyway, maybe I won't be able to post my recent happenings here in blogspot. I would be more active on my personal and my online shop multiply accounts. You can check it out here >> http://lapofluxury.multiply.com Haha. Sana maging ok pag-tagal. ^_^ Tc guys! ^___^

Busy!

2008-07-28T19:03:00.002+08:00

Wooo! I'd be busy the following days coz i'd be opening my own online store. =p hahaha! Yung mga clothes na lagi kong tinitingnan sa multiply dati, nakakita na din ako ng supplier. So yun, aasikasuhin ko muna yun. Good for me kasi, I'll earn extra money, and i can use those clothes na gusto ko din.

So yun, for now, I'm still thinking of the name of my online store. Suggestions? Haha. Na-eexcite 2loy ako. =p BRB muna. ^_________^

Here We Go Again..

2008-07-24T00:03:00.003+08:00

Here we go... Here we go again...

There are certain things in life that we wished, never did changed. But unfortunately, everything changes. Nothing is permanent in this world full of lies. I don't know what happened this day but, I really feel so disappointed this day. Siguro, nagkasabay-sabay lang yung mga pangyayari. Am I really being so possessive? or am i just showing what I really feel? Additional to this disappointment thing is that, when I checked my friendster account, my dad was on my "Friend Request's List". Take note. "My Dad". I've never seen him for so long and then he'll add me in friendster seeing his pictures of his "new son", his "mistress" and the way he looks so happy without US?! Damn. I hate it. How could he smile the way he smiles on those pictures thinking that he still have his family here in Manila?! Argh.. Hirap i-explain lahat ng ngyari dito eh. Pero still. I am really disappointed..

Wala pa akong kilala sa ngayon na talagang matinong lalake.
I mean... Yung talagang hindi magsisinungaling, yun talagang open, yung wala kang makikitang dahilan na dapat pag-selosan, yung walang bagay na magpapasira ng tiwala mo sa kanya.. :)

May kilala ba kayong ganun? Lol.

Anyway, big thanks to ate jen. =p wee. haha. Sikretong ultimate namin kung bakit. And regarding my last post, na sabi ko eh i-eelaborate ko kung anung nangyari, wag na. Nawalan ako ng gana..

Happy 1st Year Anniversary!

2008-07-20T00:25:00.003+08:00

Wooooooot! I've been out the whole day of July 19, 2008 that's why I wasn't able to post earlier. So yeah...

Happy Anniversary Bebi Milky! I Love You So So So So So So So So So So So So So Muchhh. :)
Hays.. I just quite didn't expect this day to turn out like this. Pero still, I'm happy that we've spent this day together even though there are so many "not so good" things that happened.. ^_^ i love you..

I'm so tired right now so maybe, I'll tell the whole story about this anniversary thing next time...

By the way, Congratulations to Coalescence for winning the day1 Regionals competition of Ragnarok Online.
And of course! a big big big CONGRATULATIONS!! to TEAM SINDIKATO/ARMADA for making it until the last battle with the Coalescence. There's still next time guys! Although sayang yung added slot if you win, It's ok na din because ka-faction naman ang Coal.

Ayun, haha.. I'll really write next time with all the stories that happened this day. I'm really tired lang and I wanna go to sleep na. Haha. Gusto ko sanang ireserve yung post date na July 19, 2008 kaso hindi na abot. It's already 12:28am in my clock so July 20 na. Yun..

Again, Happy Anniversary Bebi Milky! /kis

Hahahaha!

2008-07-15T19:58:00.002+08:00

Woot! A not so good day. O_o haha. Matapos akong tanghaliin ng gising kanina at mangamote sa HECO at PHYSICS exam eh medyo may isa pang pangyayari na hindi ko nagustuhan. Hay buhay. Pero sa pag-uwi ko naman eh may nabasa ako. I.Q. Test daw kuno ito. Kung totoong I.Q. Test nga, eh aba! mataas pala I.Q. ko! hahahah. Eto...

Why is P3.70 = P13.20???

Answer: trisibinti=trisibinti!!!!

Kung na-gets mo kaagad eh pareho tayo! Apir dude! Kung hindi mo naman agad na-gets eh basahin mo na lang ulit. Kung hindi mo pa din na-gets eh ewan ko sayo. Laki ng problema mo dude. =p Hahaha!

Comment ka dito pag na-gets mo ah? =p

Busy Week!

2008-07-14T21:02:00.001+08:00

Waaah! Busy weeak ahead. It's our monthly exams na.. So busy mode muna ako. Harhar.
Yun lang.. =p

Stir kaaa! stirrrrrr!!!! Hahaha.

Money =p

2008-07-13T20:04:00.003+08:00

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There's no harm in trying guys.. ^_^

So So..

2008-07-12T23:29:00.003+08:00

You made me happy...

Hays. A happy day indeed. ^_^ P.E. class with Pat, Dale, Adi, Tim and Steffi. Masaya! Pat just ruined it. *gg* haha. Joke lang pat. =p Aun, after P.E, I headed straight to Macky's house. We both slept late last night, 3am na ata. So pareho kaming puyat. Haha. Eh ako, I have to wake up early because of my PE class so papayag ba naman ako na ako lang ang puyat? Tsk. No Way. Kaya yun, I went to their house and waked him up. After eating lunch, we cleaned his "old books" kuno. Haha. Almost a whole day of bonding.. aun.. I dunno.. I just feel happy. Wala sa mood ko ngayon yung chilling illness. haha. Basta...

At sayo naman, tsk. Don't think of those "panget" factors for you not to pursue on the things na gusto mo. Gusto mo yan db? So why quit? tsk.. Daming paraan. Whatever you're decision would be, I'm just here.. arayt? Pag nagkamali ka, weak ka pare. =p haha.

Feeling so so.. :)

Anu bang problema ko?

2008-07-11T22:07:00.003+08:00

i can see us dying... are we?

Hays.. I just really really don't understand everything that's happening around me now. LOL.
I'm not being "emo" here ok? I just feel so weird.. Anyway, I know I won't act like this if not because of any reason.

Bakit ba kasi kailangang kaliit-liitang bagay eh hindi totoo ang sasabihin? Hindi naman ganun dati. Ang alam kong dati eh.. Masaya.. Sweet.. Yung pakiramdam na ayaw mo ng tumigil ang oras pag kasama siya... Yung sainyong dalawa lang umiikot ang mundo... Yung lahat ng pakinggan mong kanta masaya sa tenga kasi masaya ka... Yung isang minuto na walang tungkol sa kanya eh isang minuto ng kalungkutan...

Ngayon? hindi ko alam... Simula lang nung panahong paparating si Bagyong Frank eh dahan-dahan ng nag-iba lahat... Kasalanan mo ba un Frank? Kasalanan ba niya? o Kasalanan ko?
Wala naman akong naiisip na nagawa ko. Hmm.. So baka si Frank nga noh? tsk..

Ngayon ko lang din narerealize na possessive pala ako. Oo.. Sa lahat ng bagay na nasa paligid ko, at sa lahat ng tao sa paligid ko, possessive ako. Sobrang mali ba yun? Ewan, hindi ko talaga maintindihan. Siguro, isa sa mga dahilan eh dahil nasanay ako. Oo tama.. Nasanay nga ako... Nasanay na walang ganun dati kaya ngayon na mayroon na.. naninibago ako. Patawad naman.

Eto pa, pakiramdam ko, IBA. Alam mo ba yun pakiramdam na yun blog? Yung tipong, andami mong gustong pag-usapan pero sa tuwing sasabihin mo, iisang bagay lang ang nakakakuha ng atensyon niya. At yun ang "cyber world" siguro kasalanan ko din dahil ngayon, andaming takbo ng buhay ko, meron sa skwelahan, sa cyber world, sa bahay at iba pang bagay. Siya, iisang bagay lang. Pero diba? bakit sa iba hindi naman ganun? Bakit sakin lang? Bakit ako lang ang nag-aantay? Bakit parang anlamig? Kahit ilang ulit niya sakin sinasabi ang magic word, hindi ko na nararamdaman yung nararamdaman ko dati na tumatagos mula puso hanggang spinal cord hanggang balat sa likod. Hindi ko na nararamdaman na totoo lahat yun. Parang lahat may second thoughts. Dati naman, masaya lahat ng usapan, minu-minuto kumpleto ang araw ko, matagal ko din hindi naramdaman yung pagpatak ng luha. Pero ngayon, parang lahat kabaligtaran. Hindi naman dati ganito, bakit ngayon ganito na? Kasalanan ko ba? Hay... sumagot ka naman blog. Kasi naman, ang hirap talagang i-explain. Hindi ko masabi mismo kung ano yung gusto kong sabihin.. Gets mo ba?

Sa kabilang banda, Salamat sa nakausap ko sa ym kanina. Kahit sabi mo nga eh wala kang maibigay na advice, super ayus lang. Pinakinggan mo ko eh! Apir Physics Partner! =p haha. At sainyo naman mga bading (kilala niyo kung sino kayo), tama yan... nagsolo kayo. tsk. next time ha? pag ayaw niyo ko isama, mag-sosolo din ako! kalimutan na! haha. tsk. Pero salamat dudes =p

Ayoko ng pahabain toh. Hindi ko din naman maexplain ng maayos. Haha. Waw! Pure tagalog ba? tsk. F ko eh. ^_^

New Layout

2008-07-11T01:13:00.002+08:00

New Layout! Yeah! =p

Plain plain plain..

Medyo stressed out lang ako sa Organic Chemistry Class namin, kaya eto. Puro Chemistry ang nasa blog ko. Naalala ko lang din kasi yun favorite chemical compound ko.

Silver Nitrate ~ Lunar Caustic.

Bakit? Sikretong ultimate ko. =p haha. Tsaka ko na i-eexplain. May pasok pa ko maya. Haha. Naadik na naman ako sa pc.. Oh my... @_@

Monthly Exams na sa monday. I'll be very busy. Promise!!

Gtg.. haha. ^_^

Necessary Fiction

2008-07-10T01:13:00.002+08:00

sort of assurance that IT IS THERE but only MENTALLY to comfort one's everyday LIFE..

Necessary Fiction.
It is there but only mentally.

Hayst. I dunno.. I'm really restless this past few days. I just feel like everything are not in place.
You know.. the feeling of contentment yet there's still something missing?

1/2 of me is saying that i am happy. Yes.. Happy. BUT!
1/2 of me is also saying that there's something that is not right.

I miss someone, I miss something.. hayst. I dunno. Me neither can't understand what I'm feeling.
I've been very busy with school stuffs lately, but when I'm on the verge of falling asleep at home, suddenly those thoughts would cross my mind. And those thoughts or questions would be left un-answered until the next day, the next night up to the point that I don't even remember why I come up to that thought or question.

Sometimes, i feel like everything's really fine. But then, I would suddenly feel like there's something that is fading away, something is really missing. And those thoughts come over and over again. @_@

One time, I was talking with one of my friends then the topic about "what I'm feelin" inside was opened. He/She opened the topic and asked the first question without him/her knowing that I was also feeling that way. Weird but I really found it so interesting. He/She mentioned something that stucked into my mind...

"everything that's around us is wrong, nagiging tama lang kapag sinangayunan mo or meron nagsabi na "eto tama to." << agree or disagree? =p

For him/her, there's one major reason for all of those things happening around me.
"Immaturity or the people around me just wants to move on."

Anyway, apologies to that friend of mine if i posted those. I'm just feeling so weird lately. Hayst.

Ok, connection of the "Necessary Fiction" title on the content of my post?

Well, for me, Necessary Fiction was maybe the main reason why I'm feeling all of this now.

Argh.. I dunno. GTG now.. I'll get some sleep after a 7am-7pm schedule full of major subjects for this day.

I love him.. still.

Dili ka kasabot?

2008-07-07T00:16:00.002+08:00

Hahayst. Pagpasenxahan na ang mga mababasang words sa post na toh. Naimpluwensyahan lamang ako ng aking ina na bigla na lamang nagsalita ng bisaya kanina habang kami ay nasa hapagkainan. =p

B.I. gyud siya.. ingnan siya na maghikog na lang siya, ay siyang pagsamok saako.. hahayst. Maka-irit gyud siya kaayo.. nah.. wag jud xa magpakita saako kay baka dili nako siya matantya, ako mismo mag-hikog sa kanya.. burong silang dalawa. Daghan salamat kay dili kasabot yung isa dito..

YOWWN!!! hahaha. Mga di kasabot, patawad. Yan ang mood ko ng pagpopost ngayon =p

Nywei, change topic. Masaya naman ang araw, kahit medyo asar nung tanghali. Tsk. "Presence is more than just being there" pare... naman tlaga.. Ayoko na mag-elaborate. Hahaha.

awt na ko. =p not in the mood na para mag post. woo! rok on! ahahaha xet wirdo! =))

Bad Day..

2008-07-06T00:20:00.004+08:00

[Posted at 12:55am - Saturday]

Hays.. really a bad day..

First, our Pomeranian dog has diedddddddddd!! T_T
waaaaaaaaaaaaaaa Baby Nheijiy.. /sob Nasanay pa naman ako na everytime uuwi, sinasalubong niya ko sa pinto at hindi ti2gil sa kakakulit hanggang di mo pinapansin.. = c

Next, my whole day was ruined because of the Pharmacy Dance Troupe Audition.
Aun, we were supposed to dance by 3. So 3 in a group. My groupmates were Carmela and Nica.
We tried to practice last week pa pero because conflict yung sched namin tatlo, hindi kami nakapagpraktis ng maayos. 11am na ko nakapagstart magsa-ulo ng steps then 12nn ang start ng auditions. @_@ Kamusta naman, 1hr lang practice, wala pa kong ka-alam alam.. So yun.. ang kinalabasan, pagdating namin sa room kung san magaaudition they taught us their own step na sasayawin din namin aside from our own piece. Aun.. dahil sa bagong steps nila + steps namin na hindi ko pa talaga alam, WALA akong naalala sa mismong sayaw na. HAHAHA. kahiya-hiya.
So before yung by group na sayaw namin with our own piece, nag-decide akong mag-solo.
YUP! mag-solo! hahaha. inisip ko kasi na pag nasa group ako taz nagkamali ako sa steps nila, panget agad tingnan sakin, atleast pag solo, kahit anu lang gawin kong steps pwede. HAha. Eh ang kaso, nung ako na ang sasayaw, parang tanga lang.. nabblack out ako. Grabe lahat sila sakin nkatitig. Bigat ng feeling. Kaya ayun, dinaan na lang sa pumps at ngiti. Haha. Super nangangatog ako, then after ng sayaw, interview.. aun.. iba iba tanung.. tinanung lang kung anung stunts ang kaya kong gawin.. eh anu lang ba alam ko? split lang naman tsaka straddle jump. T_T kaya un lang napakita ko. Hays... grabe.. kahiya-hiya talaga yun sobra.. Nagkalat ako. Panu ba naman, hindi ako prepared, wala pa kong kain ng almusal or lunch. *BIG BIG BIG DISASTER* Super bigat ng pakiramdam. Para kong lantang gulay. Haha. Sayang yung chance.
Nywei, wala na kong ineexpect dun. Mostly din kasi ng comments na sinasabi sakin, wag ko na lang daw ituloy, kasi hassle pag may trainings tapos sasabayan ng quizzes namin.. baka daw mapabayaan ko studies ko.. T_T Sayang lang kasi.. ansarap nung feeling pag sumasayaw.. haha..

So un.. isa pang panget sa day..

Hirap ikwento nito.. I was browsing sa youtube ng mga kanta.. then accidentally, na-search ko yung ginawa kong video dati for someone na super pinagsisisihan ko na ang paggawa nun.. Eh aun.. may gustong tumingin nung video na hindi ko alam kung pano hihindian.. kaya yun, pinakita ko.. I just didn't expect na ganun yung reaction niya... :) I know wala siyang sinabi na specific pero, hindi naman ako tanga or insensitive para hindi magets yun with the words na ginagamit niya and the way he answers sakin. Hindi ko alam kung matatawa ako o maiinis... Basta ang alam ko.. masama ang loob ko.. super sama.. haha.. taz tatawa eh noh? parang tanga lang aq.. hay.. Yun.. gtg na muna.. need lang ng kausap.. ^_^ May nstp pa ko tom.. papa-antok na ko.. haha.. na miss kita blog.. T_T

Rave Rave Rave!

2008-07-01T00:09:00.001+08:00

Rave!!!

Woo! May internet connection na kami! Sa Wakas!!! =p

I really missed updating my friendster, kaya eto.. todo update. haha.
Inanounce ko lang dito na may net na ulit kami! *Hurray!* =p

Surf mode muna ^_^ Full update on my next post =p

Rant Rant Rant

2008-06-28T14:24:00.002+08:00

Rant #1: Wala pa din kaming internet connection sa bahay!
Rant #2: Andaming quiz sa monday! puro major subj. pa.
Rant #3: Naiinis ako. Sobra.
Rant #4: Panget ng HandBall na PE. Ang bigat ng bola.
Rant #5: May sinungaling.
Rant #6: Tinatamad ako.

I am BORED

2008-06-22T18:31:00.003+08:00

NO ELECTRICITY. NO INTERNET CONNECTION = TOTAL BOREDOM.

Ayun, i slept last night na may kuryente kami.. nagising ako... WALA NA.
BROWNOUT! hahahaha.. ampf.. nung wala ngang internet connection eh super boring.. panu pa kaya kung pati kuryente? O_o

At eto pa.. haha.. imbes na maaus.. lumalala pa un ngyayare.. kasi naman..
anu bang magagawa ko? eh sa naiinis talaga ko.. ayoko lang naman magpaka-plastic at sabihin na okei sakin kahit hindi. Then ang lumalabas eh ako pa ata ang hindi makaintindi at ako ang grabe. ^_^

Napaka galing. Tsk tsk.. dapat ata hindi ko toh pinopost dito. Eh ang kaso, wala kong makausap na matino. Atleast, hindi ko naman kinukwento dito un detalye db? ^_^ gusto ko lang ilabas un sama ng loob ko eh... basta.. naiinis lang talaga ako.. hays.. basta.. hindi ko naman masabi lahat dito. kasi for sure.. another issue pa yun pag pinost ko dito at mabasa ng kung sino-sino.

Basta, CURRENT STATUS: PISSED OFF!

GOOD NEWS nga pala:
NO CLASSES FOR UNIVERSITY OF SANTO TOMAS tomorrow! (MONDAY, JUNE 23, 2008)

Hmm... good news, kasi post-poned ang quiz sa Chem-Lab at pwede ako makapagpuyat. haha.
Hmm... bad news din pala kasi, walang baon, boring sa bahay dahil walang kuryente at walang internet. haha. ok aun lang. *xet. ang weirdo ko*

Drifting..

2008-06-21T22:06:00.003+08:00

Argh. 3 days without net. @_@ Tomorrow 4 days na. Haha. Smart Bro is a %$#^#$%##% =))

Nakiki-internet lang ako sa kapitbahay namen. hahaha. bwct tlgang smart bro. -_-
Anyway, wala ako sa mood na mag post ng english. ^_^

So for the past few days.. anu bang ginawa ko? hmm...
Ayun, pumasok ng skwelahan, tumambay kela macky, umuwi, gmwa ng homeworks, kumain at matulog. hahaha. nakakasawa.

Ayun.. sa 3 days din na yun, ndi ko alam may something na pala. haha. I dunno when it started. Pero.. ganun talaga.. ^__^ Hindi niyo gets? ehh.. aus lang yan. :)

Drifting...
Yup! I'm drifting my attention. Recently kasi, napapansin kong wala na kong ibang focus kundi school at "yun". Medyo need ko ata hatian ng attention ang ibang bagay para naman pag may nawala o may nagbago eh hindi masyadong big deal sakin. Tama db? ^_^

Changing the topic, nakaka-miss din pala mag pc. Biruin mo yun, 3 days na kong hindi naglolog-in sa friendster, 3 days ng hindi nkapag blog, 3 days ng hindi nakapag-ym. Pero dahil hindi ko matiis, eto, nakiki-internet ako sa childhood friend ko. hahaha.

Medyo naiinis kasi ako sa mga bagay-bagay eh.. kaya kailangan kong makausap ang aking mahal na blog.

Song for the day?
Take a Bow - Rihanna and Apologize - One Republic
Why? dahil fit ang lyrics. :)

Take a Bow is on my playlist, try to listen to it para kahit papano eh may alam kayo sa kung ano man ang kina-iinis ko. Anyway, hindi nman yung buong kanta. Kasi yung kanta, nag let-go eh. Ako? HINDI. Definitely NOT. ^_^

So yun, surf muna ko. haha. gtg =p

Minsan, nakakatamad na (Part 2)

2008-06-18T00:10:00.004+08:00

"Minsan, nakakatamad na..."

Yeah.. Minsan, nakakatamad na...
Anu-ano ang mga nakakatamad na? Madami, mga bagay na umiikot sa mundo ko..
Minsan, nakakatamad ng gumising sa umaga para makita ang mga kasama mo sa bahay na hindi mo alam kung ano ba talaga ang tingin sayo. Nakakatamad kumain sa harap ng kompyuter dahil wala kang makasabay sa hapag-kainan. Nakakatamad umuwi ng bahay dahil alam mong wala kang makakausap ng matino. Nakakatamad pumasok ng eskwelahan dahil magkano lang ang baon mo. Nakakatamad tumira sa bahay na alam mong hindi totoo ang pinapakita sayo ng karamihan ng kasama mo. Nakakatamad ng subukan na ayusin ang mga pagkakamaling nagawa mo dahil sa oras na sisimulan mo ng baguhin, madami ka na agad maririnig sa kanila na hindi maganda. EWAN. Madami pa... Hindi lang talaga nila ako naiintindihan at hindi ko din sila naiintindihan.

Pero, salamat pa din kasi madami-dami pa din namang mga bagay na nagpapa-ganda ng araw ko. ^_^ Alam na nila kung sino sila at kung ano ang nagagawa nila...

Ewan, nawala na naman ako sa mood about sa topic na toh. O_o Change topic. Andami kong gustong gawin ngayon.

Gusto ko maka-ipon pambili ng sarili kong laptop.
Gusto ko maka-earn ng extra money.
Gusto ko mag-rent ng unit para hindi araw2 umuuwi.

Ewan. Madaming madami pa T_T hays.
Speaking of madaming madami. Madaming madami din ang mga prob na dumadating sakin now. LOL!.
At hindi ko alam kung hanggang kelan toh. Sana matapos na..
next post na lang ulit.
Inaantok na ko. =p

06/19/08 is tomorrow. Woo! =)) 1month to go bebi milky.. :) we'll make it. ^_^

Minsan, nakakatamad na..

2008-06-13T00:53:00.004+08:00

Whew.. been busy lately. :'c i miss playing Cabal. Hays, anyway as I've said on my last post, I'll post my schedule here. So here's the copy..

and then, Saturdays would be my PE from 9am - 11am and Sundays are my NSTP day. @_@
Fully Sched? lol.

I'm really sleepy now. Gotta go to sleep. :) I'll elaborate my post title on my next post.

Start of A.Y 08-09

2008-06-10T02:07:00.002+08:00

Woooo!! Classes will start this wednesday! I'm excited but also nervous. I'm an incoming 2nd year - Medical Technology student. Excited, because I'm gonna meet again my blockmates and spend time with them and the big reason why I'm excited is because, I won't be stock up here at home and think of so many excuses just so that my mom would allow me to go out. Haha! Anyway, the nervous part here are the subjects and professors that I'm going to encounter. Think about Physics, Organic Chemistry and Physio-Ana makes me dizzy. @_@ I hate those subjects that's why until now, I'm still wondering why am I a Medical Technology student other than the reason that I want to be a Professional Doctor sometime. :) harhar.

There's another part pa pala. :( The sad part.
Yeah.. *sob* I won't be able to play Cabal in addict mode anymore! I won't be able to sleep at 6am and wake up in the afternoon. Hays.. Hell days will start again because we have a straight 7am-7pm schedule!! and take note, on that day, our subjects would be Physics, Organic Chemistry and Physio-Ana!! *gawd* why do they have to put those subjects together in one day?! Will i survive? T_T ohhh.. I have to. Curse those people who made our schedule. T_T

It's already 2:15am and I'm still fully awake. *harhar* I'm making the most of my last puyatan days. Haha. Coz i know for the next days, weeks and months, I won't be able to do this again 'coz even Sundays, we have our NSTP. @_@ When would be my rest day!?

I'll post the copy of my schedule maybe later. haha. Tinatamad pa ako. =p

Startin' to hate

2008-06-07T22:00:00.004+08:00

and i am starting to hate everything...

Yes. I am starting to hate everything around me. Do you know the feeling when you think no one understands you? Damn it. This day started to turn out fine but when the sun started to set.. everything turned out f*cking bad..! Anyway, i don't want to go into details. hays. I just hate the feeling. I now hate my home. I really do. If i could just live in a dormitory or my own unit... I hate the way everything goes in this house.

Bakit yung iba pwede? Bakit yung iba pinapayagan? Bakit yung iba ok lang? Bakit yung iba hindi ganito? Bakit yung iba kumpleto? Bakit yung iba walang problemang ganito? Bakit yung iba naiintindihan?

Lahat na lang "yung iba". Hindi ba pwedeng ako din?

[Ok, post edited due to some private reason. lols, sana ginawa ko na lang ulit tong private blog. @_@]

Hays. I really don't understand the people around me. I know what I'm doing and I'm not stupid to do things na alam kong hindi ko macocontrol in time. hays.. nonsense din ang pagrarant ko dito. They, still won't understand me...

Lovely Day

2008-06-02T19:47:00.002+08:00

Yep! a lovely day indeed. :) spent time with bebi milky. It's been more than 10months since we've been together but as the day goes by, i think I'm getting more and more addicted to him. Haha *Lol* anyway.. congratulate us 'coz last night and till now, ndi pa kami nag-aaway hahaha. Himala na yun kasi this past few weeks, hindi natatapos ang isang araw na hindi kami mag-aaway kahit pa maliit na bagay lang. Woo.. sana tuloy tuloy na.. haha. mas masaya yung ganito. ^_^

anyway.. enough about the lovelife post..

Start of classes is near approaching.. grabe.. 24,900 ang installment fee for the first sem. Meaning, 50+++ ang tuition for 1sem lang. Hays.. 2nd year na ko.! I promised myself na mag-aayos na this 2nd yr.. I don't want to experience being irregular again. Mahirap sobra pero masaya. :D It depends sa mga magiging classmate mo during the summer classes. And lucky me dahil uber saya ng mga naging classmates ko. ^___^ *thumbs up* for you guyz.

Aun.. guess I gtg muna.. I'm gonna play Cabal! haha! Yup yup! at last! na-install din siya ng maayos dito sa bahay. Thanks to Kuya Erik. ^_^

~you gotta snap like this to be a soulja girl.. /ho [urgh.. can't get it out off my head @_@]

I'm Back!

2008-06-01T18:33:00.003+08:00

Wee! yess! after long long months.. I'm finally back in blogging. :D
I just missed editing html codes.. posting about my daily blabs..
nyweiz.. new layout ofcourse! ^_^ it fits my mood really..

hays.. I've been to so many problems and happiness this past months.
Problems?
1. Analytical Chemistry - SUMMER!
>I've got a hard time analyzing those $@#%!% formulas and i thought i'd fail the subject!
2. House Matters
> Yeah! house house house.. urgh.. i just hate our maid. She's not lazy naman. Pero alam mo un.. nakakairita. Pakialamera to be exact. -_-
3. Money Matters
> ahuh.. money money.. Summer classes will end and wala akong allowance! @_@
4. Friends
> i miss them.. really. T_T our bonding days. I need them..
5. LabLayp. LOL
> Common problems in a relationship.. away dito.. away dun.. hmp.. I just miss the old him, ok? and please.. I HATE LIARS. really!!

Aun.. pero after those problems naman.. na-solve din when my summer class ended.

1. I didn't fail the Analytical Chem Subject! YES!! you've read it right. God heard my prayers.. haha :P
2. I started to ignore our maid. HAHAHA! bahay namin toh. Hindi bahay niya. =)
3. I got extra money from mama for my daily load.. I also earned small amounts from editing photos and friendster profiles for my friends. haha =p
4. We bonded [although bitin talaga ung time] last thursday, Mae's Debut!
5. GANUN PA DIN!! hahahahahah. away hir away der... pero aus naman.. kasi napaguusapan. basta.. I HATE LIARS! =p pero.. promise.. i'm staying.. :)

so there.. maybe i'll post again later.. i need to cover the books of my brother muna before my mom arrives.. ^_^

~soulja girl.. /ho *singing* - LSS na kuh! wenk!

Seniorytz 2006-2007

2007-05-21T17:15:00.000+08:00

No Goobyes. No Farewells

"What did you say? What?!!?!?! You have given it a name! You`re not supposed to be giving it a name. When you have named something, You became attached to it. And it will be hard for you to LET GO." - Monsters Inc.

As I walk into a familiar path this morning, the sidewalks that I`ve been walking for almost 4 years every time we had a halfday class from Lawton to this school. I came to reminiscing my past years. It`s been quite a while but clearly, I do still remember the first time i entered the gates of Colegio De Sta. Rosa, Manila. How I approached my very first friends and got along easily. Before the classes started, I promised my self not to get too much attached to the people that would come along my way, because I'm afraid of the day that I get into teary eyes and miss their company. Now I realize that I am not good in keeping promises. But how can I blame myself into loving these people who had been so good to me, accepted me and loved me for who I am?
Yeah! I admit it! It had been only 4 years and compared to the YEARS they've shared, not even an inch. Our class, they perhaps have gone through it all. The years of iyakan, kulitan tuksuhan, pikunan, bad3pan, ka-cornyhan, damayan, 3p-3pan, tawanan atbp. had made the circle ever round. We have known each other as our own selves, treated and needed each and everyone like solid molecules for without one, we will never be complete. Though I've been only a tiny part of the group, I could testify and prove how real friendship and true bonding exist among Seniorytz '07. That between these walls around Intramuros, in a smaller community inside Colegio De Sta. Rosa into a tiny room there resides a family who loves and takes concern for each other. Sad to say, the everyday hobby of being together is now over. Soon we will be looking forward to our own lives, have own set of friends and focus on our chosen paths. But believing in REAL friendship, I know there will be no goodbyes for us.
I thank the tiny room in the small community in Colegio De Sta. Rosa between the walls around Intramuros where all the friendship among us began. But aside this, I thank the whatwecall "siomaian" outside our school where our barkada bonded so much matching with the nescafe shake! hahaha.. I'd really miss those moments... And also, thanks to Jollibee Aduana and Chowking haha yah! that was the place where ALL SENIORYTZ do really bonded a lot after those tiring yet fun days of intramurals.

No Goodbyes No Farewells for a true Friendship. I know that we will be entering a new phase. But we will still be the same group of friends EVER AFTER.. We Will ride together... still DIE together..

.* My Tribute to my fellow Seniorytz.. ^_^ Goodluck sa college life nten guys!^_^ *.

Layout~

2007-05-21T16:13:00.000+08:00

Wreak Disaster

weee! i finally got the layout that really suits my mood..
fave color ko pa.. fenk and black :P